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Life Is A Lemon (“Mega-rant”)

Life isn’t great at the moment and this whiny, self-pitying mega-rant has been building for quite some time now. You have been warned! My mind is all over the place at the moment and I’m having trouble expressing myself so … Continue reading

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A Depressive Rant

Yes, that’s right, it’s time for another brain dump! Also, I’ve finally set up a twitter account for this blog, so feel free to follow. A lot of the people whose blogs I used to follow haven’t been active in … Continue reading

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WTF? – Part 3

Out of the things my dad’s partner listed that were annoying him about me, there was nothing I had done any different to anyone else in my family. In fact, in some ways my siblings could be considered more disrespectful … Continue reading

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WTF? – Part 2

I apologise for the complete train wreck of a post that follows. I think this may the longest post I’v ever written on this blog. I had to split it into two posts because wordpress kept crashing! After 2 days … Continue reading

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Sorry! – Part 2

Moving House (November 2017) I think I mentioned in an earlier post that my mum and stepdad were buying a new house together. Well they actually ended up buying a bigger house, and my siblings and I moved with them. … Continue reading

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Sorry! – Part 1

First things first, I’m sorry that I haven’t posted on here for so long! I’ve been ridiculously busy recently, to the point where I’m not even getting enough sleep most nights. I’m a wee bit rusty with writing blog posts. … Continue reading

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Stressed oot ma nut! (Update)

Long time no blog! My final year of university has so far kept me extremely busy (and stressed out), and the Christmas holidays have been the last time I will get a break until May, so naturally, I haven’t been … Continue reading

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To Be Someone Else…

What would it take for you to notice I am a heart on fire, and all the world’s a fuse So don’t get close Trouble and the worth Am I better off on my own? – ‘Methadone’ by Rise Against I … Continue reading

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Self-loathing session

Nobody likes you Everyone left you They’re all out without you, Having fun – ‘Letterbomb’ by Green Day I had another awful day at work today (I’m not exactly having the best week), and did something really embarrassing/ mortifying, which … Continue reading

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New Car

A couple of weeks after passing my driving test, I bought myself my first car, with guidance from my parents. I think my dad was a bit jealous as my car is bigger than the family car (which is a … Continue reading

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