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Is There Life Before Death?

I’ve been feeling really down again over the past few days. My negative thoughts spiral out of control when I’m at work, and can be triggered by even a simple comment which was not meant to hurt me. For example, … Continue reading

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Self-loathing session

Nobody likes you Everyone left you They’re all out without you, Having fun – ‘Letterbomb’ by Green Day I had another awful day at work today (I’m not exactly having the best week), and did something really embarrassing/ mortifying, which … Continue reading

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A Bad Night

Friday night was my uncle’s surprise 50th birthday party, at which there were loads of long-lost relatives – some of whom I haven’t seen since I was four years old or younger. I don’t do well at parties and Friday … Continue reading

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Down

“All alone! Whether you like it or not, Alone is something you’ll be quite a lot.” – Dr Seuss. Over the last couple of weeks, I’ve been feeling very down again. For some reason, that’s always the pattern I seem … Continue reading

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SA and my life – The Catalyst

It was one Thursday afternoon in October 2008. I’d been trying to expose myself to situations I found frightening in an attempt to reduce my anxiety/ learn coping methods. I remember walking down one of the busiest halls in the … Continue reading

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SA and my life – Part 2(1) (High school)

I’d originally intended to write about my high school years (2005-2011) in one post, but I’ve written far too much about it for that, so I’ll do it in sections. I’m still feeling rather anxious about posting everything on here. *************************** … Continue reading

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SA and my life – Part 1 (Childhood)

As promised, in the next 2 or 3 posts, I’m going to write about how social anxiety disorder – and later depression – have affected me and my life, and factors which may have contributed to both problems. This post will … Continue reading

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