Tag Archives: suicidal thoughts

Nothing Works Part 2

I’ve been feeling very suicidal over the last few days. I was actually feeling great just earlier this week, but I’m a complete wreck at the moment. I keep thinking about the all the propranolol and diazepam I have stored … Continue reading

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Is There Life Before Death?

I’ve been feeling really down again over the past few days. My negative thoughts spiral out of control when I’m at work, and can be triggered by even a simple comment which was not meant to hurt me. For example, … Continue reading

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Songs about social anxiety disorder

I’m feeling miserable, lonely (what’s new?) and like no one I know understands what it’s like to have to deal with this crippling disorder so decided to make a playlist of songs that relate to social anxiety in some way. … Continue reading

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Today’s SA meet

I went along to another SA meet today and it didn’t go too well. There were 5 of us altogether and I couldn’t really talk to anyone at first. I was the one left out of the conversations as we … Continue reading

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SA and my life – Part 2(2) (High school)

Disclaimer: I will be mentioning self harm a lot in this post and other posts. I’d like to make it clear that I don’t condone self harm in any way, shape or form. It doesn’t solve anything and it can … Continue reading

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