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Tag Archives: alcohol
Back in the land of clouds and rain
I enjoyed the holiday (aside from 2 of my siblings annoying me so much that I almost wanted to strangle them with their own intestines by the end of it) and the sunshine, but I still found my social anxiety … Continue reading
Posted in Social Anxiety
Tagged alcohol, facial expressions, family, holiday, ruminating, smiling, social anxiety disorder
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Well that was weird…
After the first 3 days of the year, I was worried that another severe depressive episode was on its way but it seemed to go away as quickly as it appeared. It was horrible to feel that way again, even … Continue reading
SA Meet Number 5
In a rare and exciting turn of events, I actually left the house and ventured out amongst other human beings today. Because the annual Edinburgh festival is on right now, the city centre is very, very busy. This proved quite … Continue reading
Posted in Social Anxiety
Tagged alcohol, anxiety, awkwardness, crowds, depression, depression and friendship, Edinburgh festival, exposure therapy, filming, museum, numb, online friend, prescription drugs, random people mocking me, SA meet, scars, self medicating, social anxiety disorder, suicide, weird
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A Bad Night
Friday night was my uncle’s surprise 50th birthday party, at which there were loads of long-lost relatives – some of whom I haven’t seen since I was four years old or younger. I don’t do well at parties and Friday … Continue reading
Posted in Family, Social Anxiety
Tagged alcohol, awkwardness, birthday party, brother, cousins, critical 'voice', dancing, family, loneliness, loud music aversion, memories, mum, party, sister, social anxiety disorder, speech, uncle
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SA and my life – Part 3(1) (University)
The following couple of posts will look at my time at university – the current ‘chapter’ of my life. ******************************************************************************** I started university last September. I’d been looking toward it with a mixture of excitement, hope, and intense anxiety. Despite … Continue reading
Posted in Life Story
Tagged alcohol, autism, christmas, coldplay, depression, family, friends, friendship, music, rise against, seasonal affective disorder, seether, self harm, social anxiety, suicidal, suicide methods, university
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