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Tag Archives: self harm
A Modern Leper: Self-injury, stigma and shame
Trigger warning: I talk about self-injury a lot in this post, and one paragraph contains a fairly explicit description of the evidence that someone else had been self-injuring. Please don’t read this post/ that particular paragraph if you think you … Continue reading
Posted in Self harm
Tagged depression, high school, regret, scars, self harm, shame, social anxiety disorder, suicide, work
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Three years self-injury free
I never thought I would have been able to go this long without cutting during the worst depressive episode of my life. I am so, so glad that self-injury is no longer a part of my life. I hope it … Continue reading
Post-holiday update
I got back from my holiday – which was mostly enjoyable – on Sunday. The food there was fantastic and the people were very friendly. The first week was great, though my mood was worse during the second week, mostly … Continue reading
Posted in Depression
Tagged angry, career, driving, family, high school memories, holiday, hopelessness, loneliness, online friends, SA achievements, scars, seether, self harm, sister, stress, suicidal, university
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One year self-harm free
*Some parts of this post may be triggering* I’m still not quite sure how, but I’ve managed to go a whole year now without self-harming. It has been extremely difficult not to at times but I’ve somehow managed to get … Continue reading
Posted in Positivity, Self harm
Tagged addiction, alternatives, ice pack, recovery, scars, self harm
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SA and my life – Part 3(2) (University)
I finally have my Chistmas holidays now – and a much needed break from university – so will be updating my blog more often in the next few weeks. I apologise again for the jumbled, tedious mess of a post … Continue reading
Posted in Life Story
Tagged aspergers, autism, CBT, disability living allowance, family, holidays, mental health, mum, scars, self harm, social anxiety disorder, university
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SA and my life – Breakdown
Trigger warning: suicide and self harm are mentioned throughout this post. The first few weeks of this year were perhaps the worst of my life so far. We went to a family party on New Year’s Day but I just … Continue reading
Posted in Life Story
Tagged 18th birthday, breakdown, depression, family, mum, psych ward, psychiatrist, scars, self harm, sertraline, suicidal, university
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SA and my life – Part 3(1) (University)
The following couple of posts will look at my time at university – the current ‘chapter’ of my life. ******************************************************************************** I started university last September. I’d been looking toward it with a mixture of excitement, hope, and intense anxiety. Despite … Continue reading
Posted in Life Story
Tagged alcohol, autism, christmas, coldplay, depression, family, friends, friendship, music, rise against, seasonal affective disorder, seether, self harm, social anxiety, suicidal, suicide methods, university
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SA and my life – Part 2(2) (High school)
Disclaimer: I will be mentioning self harm a lot in this post and other posts. I’d like to make it clear that I don’t condone self harm in any way, shape or form. It doesn’t solve anything and it can … Continue reading
Posted in Life Story
Tagged dad, depression, divorce, family, marriage, parents, psychiatrist, school, seasonal affective disorder, self harm, social anxiety, suicidal thoughts
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