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Sad But True

The memory now is like the picture was then, When the paper’s crumpled up it can’t be perfect again – ‘Forgotten’ by Linkin Park If someone tells you something – whether that be that you’re ugly, worthless, a freak, no … Continue reading

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Nothing Works Part 2

I’ve been feeling very suicidal over the last few days. I was actually feeling great just earlier this week, but I’m a complete wreck at the moment. I keep thinking about the all the propranolol and diazepam I have stored … Continue reading

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Seriously!?!

I apologise for the big rant that follows. And I apologise for being so angry/ bitter throughout much of this post.  Following on from the awful week I just had, one of the night managers at work upset me yesterday. … Continue reading

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Self-loathing session

Nobody likes you Everyone left you They’re all out without you, Having fun – ‘Letterbomb’ by Green Day I had another awful day at work today (I’m not exactly having the best week), and did something really embarrassing/ mortifying, which … Continue reading

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Update 1: Valium, anyone?

I apologise that this post is essentially the”pick ‘n’ mix” version of blogging. It’s kind of all over the place, but this is what happens when I have to fit a lot into one post. This is the first in … Continue reading

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My Core Beliefs

Over the past couple of months, I’ve been working on CBT while reading the self-help book ‘Mind Over Mood’. Despite the book’s rather annoying/ flippant title, and the fact that it’s kind of a ‘CBT for dummies’ kind of book, … Continue reading

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Somewhere I Belong

We (me, my mum, and my other sister) visited my sister – who’s living in student dorms in another city – again yesterday. I tend to get a bit jealous when I go there, wishing that I could move out … Continue reading

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